So before work right now at 10:54.

I have been doing some soul searching.
Doing much reading. Somewhat referring to my last journal.
If you open up your heart sometimes it gets hurt.
That is why people put up a shell.
I wish we didn't.
because I have come to find that we need the hurt in order
to know what is good. This is similar to the yin and yang.
Sounds like some cheesy old bullshit. and I apologize ahead of time for that.

But I am going to say, "Listen to your heart. It cannot be broken. It only grows stronger."
Take care of your self.
Borders can only hurt you. Shields can only cause you to miss life.

I am done being embarrassed of what my heart is showing the world, telling people, telling anything.
Why be embarressed of my heart. No one can judge your heart. Your heart should learn that fear is the enemy. The negative voices and jeers are the yang of what makes your heart enjoy full release.
It is what truly brings good and enhances life.

I am not going to lie. I have been doing alot of searching. My heart is not all healed.
It will take something big to fix it, but this is my quest, and anyones quest,

You all have to follow your heart and coming on this site helps me see people doing that.

thank you,
Noah